I am looking out my study window on a magnificent panoply of greens, reds, yellows and greens in various hues. It is Houston's answer to what New England refers to as "The leaf season" I must go out later and witness the sights and smells of the day in person. If only I felt better. This is getting me down. It has been 8 days since my last treatment and I should be feeling a lot better. Still no taste and certainly no appetrite. I had an Ensure for lunch (big whoop) Nurse R wanted me to have a baked potato which I declined. The thought of it was making me nauseaus. On a positive side, my throat is feeling better and my neck is pealing, so, that seems to be on schedule. It's just the rest of the stuff that is depressing me.
My company computer is being diagnosed remotely. It seems all my icons disappeared and none of my files are accessible. I called trhe magic help desk number and a self diagnosis is in place. It's been doing it for 35 minutes and who knows who much longer. I think I'll go out and check out the day. Maybe I'll feel better when I return.
It was beautiful but my mood still remains dark. My computer finished doing what it was supposed to do but found no errors (surprise) I left a message with the help desk to this effect.I'll see if anyone calls me.
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Charles, hang in there. The worst part of the treatment is the few weeks after you finish. It will soon start to get better. I also went through a bout of depression about this time, but slowly, the light at the end of the tunnel began to brighten. You will look back on this someday as a distant memory. Stay strong. KB
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